Friday, April 28, 2006
i realised i haven't update bout my singing comp, here it is!
2 singing competitions - 'TalentQuest 06' & 'Stardust 06'
got into both finals. results are pathetic. i didn't clinch the top 2 for both. ended up with a consolation prize. =/ some say i shouldn't attempt such a tough song. but i've heard my recording, i think it's cool. just think those moronic chinese judges know nuts bout alicia keys. probably with the rate i'm speaking my chinese, i barely can sound CHINESE. darn it. so i've decided that i should sing to people who can appreciate. should i join singapore repertory theatre (SRT), this 3 year course? will learn all bout theatre studies,and have productions!! my dream to sing and act. the broadway style.
to do just that, and if i'm gonna join nus jazz band next sem too, switching faculty to arts would be the ideal choice! can't do soci, PSYCHOLOGY? HISTORY? no geog for me. it's gotta be a teaching subject! will m o eeeeee allow??? they better do if they see my freaking chem grade last sem. the lousy shit grade that pulled down the rest.*PUI*
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somehow i wonder if you can overlook my flaws. accept me for who i am.
your constant reminders of it, which i find you're not that perfect at.
the look on your face, seems to be so firm yet hard on my heart.
i begin to wonder if you ever can accept the true me.
you seek perfection, i'm not perfect.
go look for that perfect girl, i'm alittle worn out trying to be "her".
i want to be in my world, where i'm lost in happiness.
you erase my joy each time you tell me to wake up from it all.
should i be "her" or andrea?
