i realised i haven't update bout my singing comp, here it is!

2 singing competitions - 'TalentQuest 06' & 'Stardust 06'
got into both finals. results are pathetic. i didn't clinch the top 2 for both. ended up with a consolation prize. =/ some say i shouldn't attempt such a tough song. but i've heard my recording, i think it's cool. just think those moronic chinese judges know nuts bout alicia keys. probably with the rate i'm speaking my chinese, i barely can sound CHINESE. darn it. so i've decided that i should sing to people who can appreciate. should i join singapore repertory theatre (SRT), this 3 year course? will learn all bout theatre studies,and have productions!! my dream to sing and act. the broadway style.

to do just that, and if i'm gonna join nus jazz band next sem too, switching faculty to arts would be the ideal choice! can't do soci, PSYCHOLOGY? HISTORY? no geog for me. it's gotta be a teaching subject! will m o eeeeee allow??? they better do if they see my freaking chem grade last sem. the lousy shit grade that pulled down the rest.*PUI*

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somehow i wonder if you can overlook my flaws. accept me for who i am.
your constant reminders of it, which i find you're not that perfect at.
the look on your face, seems to be so firm yet hard on my heart.
i begin to wonder if you ever can accept the true me.

you seek perfection, i'm not perfect.
go look for that perfect girl, i'm alittle worn out trying to be "her".
i want to be in my world, where i'm lost in happiness.
you erase my joy each time you tell me to wake up from it all.

should i be "her" or andrea?

EUNICE DAWN KWA "YIN NI" ALERT!!

happy 21st birthday my bestest friend.

to me you're the prettiest and hottest girl i'll ever embrace so readily cause your company is so refreshing each time we meet and the conversations we have are just so duper girlie, fun & we can't stop once we get started!

heh I LOVE YOU dear.

though I can't wish you in person today, I believe you're not that complete but nonetheless happy with Joel. please grow old with him and I want to be there to watch that.

by your side always, i want to be in every bit of your life.

cheers to our 7 years of friendship and going.

what a stark contrast as i read my past entries. what's in the name called love? somewhat the daily meetings and random chats have a drowsy effect on this relationship. i get carried away in the thoughts he shares with me. crap! at this moment i should be studying. his enthusiasm of his new found subject is rubbing off me. darn it i should be buried in my books. i'm not blaming you if you realise. i'd just wished you didn't go on too much bout it when it's exams at stake. you're tad bit too sensitive i realised. i don't like you shouting at me! or at least raising your voice at me. grouchy sleepy man. couldn't you just admit that yes you got too carried away with ya incessant compulsive geog mode, you've got me having this grudging reluctance in what i'm doing. i've gotta churn out my mind maps, and lend them to you. i'm so screwed for my other chem. i don't get it as you get it so easily. (relatively that is)

enough said. i wish you can understand how i feel right now. and not raise ya volume. probably you wouldnt understand the immense burden of pulling my grades up to meet the requirement set by my "benefactor". you're in the safe zone unless you get any lower than ya current score this sem. not blaming ya if you could see it in a better light that i'm stressed and possibly need ya comforting encouragement. my whining you think i'm blaming ya. i'm whining do you get it. alright probably you don't. i'll bear this on my own. period. - footsteps of the Lord while i'm in His arms.

B>Greetings