i just read my gang's blog. oh no i really miss the girls.

i'm gonnna thank them once again for coming to my musical performance exactly last saturday, 15th oct.

oh no though it's only last sat, i felt this past week was such a long and draggy week. hmmm life without concert is pretty dull i gather. i miss concert guys so much. i can't put it to words.

i wanna thank sherilyn and cheryl for putting me up at their room for those past nights too. especially to sherilyn who listened to me tell her my heart's woes. thanks dear. i truly appreciate you. i love you, cheryl and elaine too!! i haven't talk to you for awhile. hope everything's alright laine dear.

oh yes i wanna thank CHERYL and her pretty friend, charmain for coming to my concert too. hee cheryl sorry for those times i neglected you. i wanna tell you that you're constantly on my mind. i hope to show you i care and love ya bestie. =)

lastly, i wanna thank wheee, his gay partner, vijay and vijay's dear girlfriend, quin for coming too. sorry sorry for the bad seats that you guys gotta crane ur necks to watch the show. anyway, thanks wheee for the gorgeous lovely bouquet of purple roses, and for being my great audience. (eyes fixated on me) oops hahahahah i remember vijay and sheri telling me that. it's hilarious my dear.

alright back to reality = work.

i miss my girlfriends. the bottom pic is a declaration of our unity. hee
to the missing girlies: nise my dear best friend, lynnie and hongkie. come back people!! yay! 3 months holiday back in singapore. WOOHOOO.

top and urgent priority:
19 days to submission of 5000 word physics essay.
28 days to linear algebra paper.
30 days to chemistry papers, followed by biology mcq paper.

what have I done to prepare for any of the above? NONE.

i'm almost a goner if i do nothing from now.

yet i'm getting sucked into this whirlpool of emotions every moment of my current being.

heart's dilemma.

if only the affairs of the hearts were simple clear cut matters, we all know it isn't sadly.

cant take my eyes off him.

~to love and share a part of ya life with someone,to be a witness of each other's lives at least one dont go unseen and forgotten.

~to empower that someone and be empowered thru simple acts of care, love and concern.

~to go thru the highs and lows of life together.

~to make up and compliment for the lack of the other as one's strength could be another's weakness.

simply put, to be happy and complete.

why cant we be happy together.

thwart views?

differences could lead to quarrels. quarrels spice things up.

looking at the bigger picture, life is beautiful with the one you like. i rather be with than without.

i don't ask for much. just ask for you to know how you feel. time could be the answer.

i cast all my cares unto my Lord. let Your will be done. if it's meant to be, it'll be.

i'll wait if i have to.

so much to say bout the last 6-7 weeks. can't believe it's over so soon.
rh concert 05/06 is a huge success. to me, that wasn't the important bit. the friends made, bond formed, and the love so readily shared and felt among everyone is truly heartwarming even till now i can remember those times we sweat and work late nights everyday just to perfect dance steps, songs. the laughters we shared were endless. these are memories i'll hold so dear to me.

concert is still playing in my head. i miss it so much, miss everyone.

well at least now there's another chance to work together again i know! concert OST soundtrack this dec holidays! wheee i look forward to that.

but for now, life seems so free and "aimless"?
but i've got TONS and TONS of work to catch up i realise. five modules of lectures and tutorials. one term paper of 5000 words. and one essay of 2 pages. sigh it's extremely excruciating to imagine all of the work. guess i gotta start somewhere. today it shall be then! my transgenic animal essay has gotta start now. or on friday i'll hand in NOTHING?

here are some visuals of my epsiode with eyeshadow. my heart tugs badly while looking at all these pictures.

last cast rehearsal. 10th oct.

shinney's birthday!



day 1 at UCC. 11th oct.

girls in dressing room.



the yuppies.



elaine babe.



michelle, our dearest choral director. we love you!!!

eyeshadow day 1. 14th oct.

gerald & erwin



oh my gosh! check out the specs!! hahahah



JJ, our gay costume designer. his designs are absolutely pretty! thanks JJ.



afro mama!! vel you look so good and funky in that.



the afro BOYS. dont guys look hot in afro? i totally think they do.

eyeshadow day 2. 15th oct. we did it with a big bang!

5 models.



last debrief.



my catwalk dance partner. KYAT!



zacky!! lol. tango partner. keith!!

carefree time to let go and be drama mama! this has been my past week and especially for this week. i truly enjoyed and am enjoying every bit. i mean to have NO work bugging ya. not true to an extent though, cause i bother bout handing in math homework which is graded. being upset over my bio mcq grades. i totally have no affinity with bio apparently. and had my last sat screwed up math paper! yes work seems no good. drama is hot in action. okay hope that's for now till show goes well and gets over, this weekend that is!!

hot action in studies will take over real soon. can't WAIT. oh yes i must be so sarcastic. i dont have a choice you see. i want my magic 4. can't do little, pray much and hope. i mean i believe in prayers, but hey i reap what i sow. and people in NUS are really hardworking on top of the FACT they are intelligent. CRAP for me. lol
call me the nerd, i'll love that, that is if it gets me grades too. hahahah



he says he feels like he's being chased by a girl.
wow that's something new to me. i dont know why this is happening.
i must admit i'm pretty mad over him. mad enough that i instantaneously smile at the sound of his name, long to hear his voice which makes me warm at my face.


you must have charmed me into this or Cupid's arrow has shot somewhere.


goodnight sleepyhead

my debut musical. it's my dream come true.

www.raffles.nus.edu.sg/concert0506/

seems like my occupation is a musical artiste for now.

my studies are crappy!!

lazy. just wanna stone, slack, space out to cool music.



a random friday night hang out~

say cheese and wheee! heh


random cast dearies~

from top left to top right:
dancer*liren. dance partner*kah yat. model,samantha*elaine.
bottom left to bottom right:
model,jessica*cheryl. choral director*michelle.dancer*erwin


i'm a model in the show, they call me nicole.

B>Greetings