Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that life’s a bore, so full of the superficial
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no-one to share with, no-one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
- alicia keys, "if i aint got you"
some of my past i rather it be erased from my life entirely. i have my regrets. the regrets keeps playing in my mind pretty frequently of late. if only if only if only... can i move on completely without letting those regrets haunt me?? will it remind me how lousy i am to only hinder me from becoming a beautiful person God wants me to be. i'm facing this inner conflict, the good and the bad. of late, i realised i've been the bad. i guess i lived in the name of fun and me, myself and i for far far too long. can i possibly change to be the good old self? or even better good i've never been?
i pray firstly that my past can sit well with me. let me face up to it. live with it. oh help me dear Lord. how do i start? sigh